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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

¯`•._.•Prem Sadhna•._.•´¯ Part 3

Prem Sadhna Chapter 1 continue........


Kishore madan ko puri baat sunaata hai, tabhi unhe phir se jor ki cheenkh sunaayi deti hai


“Dekha madan ye koyi or hai hum nahi, hum bhala kyon itni buri tarah cheekhenge” – kishore ne madan se kaha


“par tum itni raat ko yaha kya kar rahe ho, ye to acha hai ki main yaha hun, pita ji hote to turant tumhe ghasit kar rupa ke bapu ke paas ley jaate, aur rupa tum, tumhe kya yahi mila tha, ek number ka badmaas aur lafanga hai ye”

“main kishore se pyar karti hun madan, hum shaadi karne wale hain, kishore jaldi hi bapu se mil kar shaadi ki baat karega” – rupa ne kaha

“par tumhaare bapu ko kishore ek aankh nahi bhaata vo is shaadi ke liye kabhi raaji nahin honge” ---- madan ne kaha

“bas madan… bahut ho gaya.. tum apne kaam se kaam rakho… theek hai, hamaare saath jo hoga dekha jaayega, chalo rupa…” --- kishore ne kaha


“haan-haan jao yaha se, maine tumhe yaha nahi bulaaya tha, aage se yaha nazar bhi mat aana varna..” --- madan ne kaha

“varna kya be, kya kar lega tu mera”


“madan………………” --- ped ke peeche se varsha cheellaati hai


“ye kaun hai” --- kishre ne hairaani main pucha


madan turant bhaag kar ped ke peeche jaata hai. vo dekhta hai ki varsha dari sahmi khadi hai aur thar thar kaanp rahi hai

“kya huva varsha, daro mat main yahin to hun”


“vo vo abhi abhi saamne ke khet mein koyi ghussa hai”

“kya kah rahi ho, mujhe to kuch nahi deekha”


“mera yakin karo maine apni aankho se dekha hai madan”

tabhi kishore bhi ped ke peeche aa jata hai, uske peeche-peeche rupa bhi aa jaati hai.

“oh ho.. bhai jaan hamse to badi badi baate kar rahe the aur khud yaha thakur ki chidiya ko fansa rakha hai, lagta hai tumhe apni jaan pyari nahi hai”

“muh sambhaal kar baat karo kishore hum ek dusre se bahut pyar karte hain”

“acha tumhaara pyar to hai pyar aur mera pyar bekaar” --- kishore ne hanste huve kaha

“kishore rahne do kyon unke pyar ka apmaan kar rahe ho” --- rupa ne kishore se kaha

“kya tum bhul gayi abhi ye hamein kya kah raha tha ?”


“hum uske khet mein hain kishore, hum bhi to galat hain” – rupa ne kaha

tabhi unhe apne saamne ki faslon mein tej halchal sunaayi deti hai jiske baad ek bhayaanak cheekh fiza mein gunz uthti hai


“madan ye sab kya hai, mujhe ghar chhod do, mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai” – varsha ne kaha


“darne ki koyi baat nahi hai, jab tak main jeenda hun tumhe kuch nahi hoga” --- madan ne varsha ko gale laga kar kaha


“aur agar tum nahi rahe to hehehe” --- kishore ne hanste huve kaha

“kishore paagal ho gaye ho kya” ---- rupa ne kishore ko daant kar kaha



“kishore rupa ko lekar yaha se jaldi nikal jao, mujhe lagta hai aaj yaha kuch gadbad hai, ye sab baate hum baad mein karenge” --- madan ne kaha


“p..p…par lagta hai…. ab yaha se nikalna muskil hai” ---- kishore ne kaanpti awaaj mein kaha


“kya bakwaas kar rahe ho… had hoti hai kisi baat ki”


“apne peeche dekho madan main bakwaas nahi kar raha”


“madan peeche mud kar dekhta hai, use kuch aisa deekhaayi deta hai jishe dekh kar uski ruh kaanp uthti hai”


“varsha peeche mat dekhna”


“k..k..k kya hai madan”


“hey bhagvaan ye kya bala hai” --- rupa kishore se lipat kar kahti hai

“ye sab sochne ka vakt nahi hai rupa bhaago yaha se jitni tej ho sake bhaago…. Madan soch kya rahe ho aao niklo yaha se”


ye kah kar kishore aur rupa vaha se bhaag lete hain


“varsha mera haath pakdo aur bhaago yaha se” ----- madan ne varsha se kaha aur ushe kheench kar kishore aur rupa ke peeche-peeche bhaga ley chala.

Prem Sadhna continue........


“oh.. ho… Ye kaun badtamiz hai”

“ye main hun”

“tu… ruk tujhe abhi maja chakhaata hun….”

“kab se awaaj laga rahi hun, uth hi nahi rahe the, isliye maine paani daal diya”

“bhaagti kaha hai, ruk….. is khet ke kone-kone se wakif hun main dekhta hun kaha chupogi jaakar”


“acha…dekhte hain”

vo jaakar ghani faslon mein chup jaati hai

madan chupchaap dabe paanv peeche se aakar ushe daboch leta hai

“ab pata chalega tujhe…. aaj tujhe talaab mein na duboya to mera naam bhi madan nahi”


“arey, sadhna !! beti tum kaha ho ?”


“main yaha hun pita ji, dekho na bhaiya mujhe talaab mein dubone ja rahe hain”


“tum dono har dam bas ladaayi jhagda kiya karo, yaha khet mein kaam kaun karega ?”


“pita ji aaj phir isne mere upar paani daal diya, ye kab sudhregi” --- madan ne sadhna ka kaan pakad kar ushe faslon se baahar late huve kaha .


“chhod do ushe madan aur chalo aaj bahut kaam karna hai, dhup tej ho jaayegi to kaam karna muskil hoga”


“ji pita ji par ishe samjhao varna main ishe jaan se maar dunga” --- madan ne thoda gusse mein kaha


“mere pyare bhaiya aisa mat kaho varna tumhe rakhi kaun bandhega ?”

“acha theek hai, main khud mar jaata hun”

“nahi bhaiya aisa kyon kahte ho, main aage se aisa nahi karungi” --- sadhna ne madan ke gale lag kar kaha


“ajeeb pyar hai tum dono ka, saara din ladte jhagadte rahte ho par ek dusre ke bina tumhaara man bhi nahi lagta”


“pita ji main ishe itna pyar karta hun tabhi to ye mujhe itna pareshaan karti hai”


ye sab beete kal ki ghatna hai.

sadhna koyi geet gun-gunaati huyi hansti muskuraati huyi apni didi ke saath aage badh rahi hai, aur ye sab soch rahi hai.

“arey kya soch rahi hai sadhna”

“kuch nahi didi bas yu hi kal ki baat yaad aa gayi thi”

“tune aaj koyi sharaarat ki na to madan bahut maarega tujhe” --- sarita ne kaha

sadhna ne sarita ki baat sun kar muh latka liya.


Chidyon ki awaaj chaaro taraf gunj rahi hai. suraj ki pehli kiran kheto par pad rahi hai, aisa lag raha hai jaise prakriti ne chaaro taraf sona bikher diya ho. Sadhna aur sarita baate karte huve khet ki taraf badh rahe hain. Unke peeche peeche unke pita ji, gulab chand bhi aa rahe hain



“ye chidyon ki awaaj subah subah kitni pyari lagti hai hain na didi”


“haan bahut pyari lagti hai, roj yahi baat kahti ho tum, kuch aur nahi hai kya kahne ko subah subah”

“par dekho na ye chidyon ki awaaj hi hai jiske kaaran hum roj wakt se uth jaate hain varna hamein pata hi na chale wakt ka” --- sadhna ne kaha


“bhagvaan ko tujhe chidiya hi bana-na chaahiye tha, chidiyon ko dana daalti hai, paani deti hai, har roj unki taarif karti hai, pata nahi kya hai in chidiyon mein, hum se jyada tu in chidiyon se pyar karti hai” ---- sarita ne kaha


sadhna, sarita ki baat sun kar bahut udaas ho jaati hai

“arey kya huva ye chehra kyon latka liya, maine prem ko to kuch nahi kaha ?”


sadhna ki aankho mein aansu utar aate hain.

“Didi chidiyon ko pyar de ke main khud ko prem ke nazdeek mahsus kar paati hun, varna ab bacha hi kya hai”



“haan haan jaanti hun, yaha khet mein bhi tum prem ke liye hi aati ho, aakhri baar yahin dekha tha na tumne ushe” --- sarita ne kaha


“sab kuch jaan kar bhi aisi baate karti ho didi, mujhe dukh de kar tumhe kya mil jaata hai”


sarita sadhna ko rok kar gale laga leti hai aur kahti hai, “ arey pagli, main kya teri dushman hun, jaane wale laut kar nahi aate, kab tak prem ki yaadon ko apne sar par dhoti rahogi, bhul jao ushe ab”

“didi kuch bhi kaho par mujhe mere prem ki yaadon se juda mat karo, main jee nahi paaungi, yaha kheto mein bhi main aksar isliye aati hun kyonki aakhri baar prem ko yahin dekha tha, lagta hai abhi vo kahin se aayega aur…..”


ye kah kar sadhna phoot-phoot kar rone lagti hai

“bas-bas sadhna chup ho jao, mera maksad tumhe dukh dena nahi hai pagli, main to bas ye kah rahi thi ki jeendagi kisi ke liye nahi rukti. kab tak prem ki yaadon mein dubi rahogi, kal ko shaadi hogi to bhi to tumhe ushe bhulaana hi padega” --- sarita ne sadhna ko samjhaate huve kaha


“main shaadi nahi karungi didi, main prem ke shiva kisi se shaadi nahi kar sakti”


“kaha hai prem ?, kab aayega prem ?, pata nahi vo jeenda hai bhi ya nahi, kyon uske liye itni paagal ban rahi ho, ab main ye paagal-pan aur bardaast nahi kar sakti”


“phir mujhe jahar de do didi, par main ye paagal-pan nahi chhod sakti. aur haan prem ish duniya main ho ya na ho par vo mere dil mein hamesha jeenda rahega” --- sadhna ne bhaavuk ho kar kaha


“tu bas madan ki baat sunti hai, hum to tere koyi hain hi nahin, ab vo hi tujhe samjhaayega”


“bhaiya mere pyar ko samajhte hain, vo mujhe kabhi kisi baat ke liye mazboor nahin karenge”


“dekh sadhna, main to kal chali jaaungi, kal tere jija ji mujhe lene aa rahe hain, kal se main tumhe mazboor nahi karungi, haan par itna jaroor kahungi ki jeendagi aage badhne ka naam hai na ki peeche chalne ka, baaki ab tum jawaan ho gayi ho, apna bhala bura samajh sakti ho” ---- sarita ne kaha



baate karte karte vo kab madan ki khatiya ke paas pahunch gaye unhe pata hi nahi chala


“arey bhaiya aaj kaise uth gaye, badi ajeeb baat hai ?” ---- sadhna ne hairaani mein kaha

“tumne kya madan ko kumbhkaran samajh rakha hai”


“vo to theek hai par bhaiya hai kahan”

“arey hoga yahin kahin”

“kya huva sarita” ---- gulab chand ne pucha


“kuch nahi pita ji, madan ko dhund rahe hain, aaj vo badi jaldi uth gaya” --- sarita ne jawaab diya

“badi ajeeb baat hai, ushe to roj sadhna badi muskil se uthaati hai, aaj apne aap kaise uth gaya vo, chalo acha hi hai, jaldi uthna sehat ke liye acha hota hai” --- gulab chand ne kaha


“par pita ji bhaiya hai kahan ?” – sadhna ne pucha


“arey hoga yahin kahin, chalo dhund-te hain” --- sarita ne jawaab diya

teeno baap beti madan ko dhund-ne nikal padte hain

“didi ek baat ajeeb nahi hai ?” – sadhna ne pucha

“kya huva ab ?”

“bhaiya ke bistar ko dekh kar to aisa lag raha tha ki ush par koyi shoya hi na ho”

“arey madan ne uth kar bistar theek kar diya hoga, tu bhi bas bekaar ki baate sochti rahti hai” --- sarita ne jawaab diya


par sarita ye baat nahi jaanti thi ki sadhna bekaar ki nahi badi kaam ki baat kar rahi thi, jish par dhyaan dene ki bahut jarurat thi.


“didi ye dekho !!”


“arey ye to khun jaisa lag raha hai, itna lahu yaha kiska bah gaya” ---- sarita ne hairaani mein kaha

“didi mujhe to kuch ajeeb lag raha hai”



“arey dar mat madan ne jaroor kisi jaanvar ko laathi maar kar yaha se bhagaaya hoga, ye kisi jaanvar ka khun lagta hai”


tabhi unhe saamne se unke pita ji aate huve deekhaayi dete hain


“kya huva, deekhaayi diya kahin madan ?” gulab chand ne pucha

“nahi pita ji, hamne yaha chaaro taraf dekh liya hai, par bhaiya yaha kahin nahi hain, aur ye dekhiye, yaha itna saara khun beekhra pada hai, mujhe to dar lag raha hai” ---- sadhna ne hadbada kar kaha


darne wali baat hi thi, gulab chand bhi pura khet chaan aaya tha, par madan ka kahin ata pata nahi tha, ushe bhi itna khun dekh kar ghabraahat ho rahi thi.
 Idhar peechli raat ko varsha ke ghar ka drishya



“Hamein dard hota hai…….aap dheere se nahi kar sakte kya”

“chup kar saali dard hota hai…… abhi noch kar kacha chaba jaaunga” --- veer ne renuka ke ubharo ko buri tarah masalte huve kaha

“aap hamse kaun se janam ka badla le rahe hain” --- renuka ne pucha

“lagta hai aaj phir tumhaara deemag chal gaya hai, kutte ki dum kabhi seedhi nahi hoti”


“hamse itni nafrat hai to aap hamein maar kyon nahi dete”

“chup kar saali, varna sach mein maar denge”

ye kah kar veer ne renuka ke ubharo par apne daant gada diye

“aahhh” --- renuka karaah kar rah gayi


“chal ulti ho ja… aaj tere peechwade ki baari hai”

“nahi aise hi kar lijiye na”

“ghumti hai ki nahi ya phir maarun ek thappad”

renuka subakte huve lete-lete ghum jaati hai


“saali hamesha baat-baat par nakhre karti hai, tere ma-baap ne kya tujhe kuch tamiz nahi seekhaayi”

“mere ma-baap ne aapka kya bigaada hai jo baat baat par unhe beech mein ley aate hain, jo kahna hai mujhe kahiye”

“saali phir juban ladaati hai” --- veer ne renuka ke baal kheenchte huve kaha

“aahhh………. aap kyon mere ma-baap ke peeche pade hain phir” --- renuka ne karaahte huve kaha

“tere baap ke kaaran, yaha ki zamindari haath se chali gayi kutiya…varna aaj main jaane kaha hota”

“ismein unki koyi galti nahi thi”

“abhi bata-ta hun tujhe, ye jaayege na ander to pata chalega tujhe”

veer apne ling par halka sa thuk laga kar renuka ke guda dwar mein sama jaata hai


“aaahhhh……..nahi…. dheere se kijiye na, hamein bahut dard ho raha hai”

“aa gayi akal theekaane, mujh se jabaan ladaati hai… huh…. aage se mere saath bakwaas ki na to teri phaad kar rakh dunga ?”

renuka sar ko takiye par rakh kar subak-subak kar rone lagti hai, par veer uski parvaah kiye bina uske saath sahvaas jaari rakhta hai


ye hai veer pratap singh, varsha ka bada bhayi aur rudra pratap singh ka bada beta. Renuka se veer ki shaadi koyi ek saal pahle hi huyi hai, par unki shaadi shuda jeendagi mein is sab ke alawa aur kuch nahi hai.


veer apni havash ki pyaas bhuja kar sho chuka hai par renuka abhi bhi karvat liye subak rahi hai.

achaanak ushe baahar se koyi cheenkh shunayi deti hai, jishe sun kar vo ghabra jaati hai aur veer se lipat jaati hai


veer hadbada kar uth jaata hai

“kya baat hai” --- veer renuka ko daant kar puchta hai


“Aap ko kuch sun raha hai kya ?”


“kya hai…….. sho jao araam se”

“arey aapko kuch sunaayi nahi de raha kya ?”


“renuka chupchaap shoti ho ya nahi, ya phir dun ek thappad gaal pe” --- veer pratap ne renuka ko daant kar kaha


renuka bina kuch kahe karvat ley kar late jaati hai aur apni kismat ko rone lagti hai. vo soch rahi hai ki uski jeendagi mein shaayad pati ka pyar hai hi nahi


renuka ko kab neend aa jaati hai ushe pata hi nahi chalta


par vo rojaana ki tarah subah jaldi uth jaati hai.
jaise hi vo apne kamre se baahar nikalti hai ushe jeevan pratap singh mil jaata hain

“chacha ji suprabhaat” --- renuka paanv chute huve kahti hai


“arey renuka beti paanv mat chuva karo”

“kya huva chacha ji”

“kuch nahi-kuch nahi, acha ye bata veer ne phir to kuch nahi kaha”

“ji….. nahi” --- renuka ne sochte huve kaha. Vo aur kahti bhi kya

peechle din jeevan ne veer ko rasoyi mein renuka ke muh par thappad maarte huve dekh liya tha. us vakt jeevan ne aakar veer ko samjhaaya tha ki bahu par ish tarah haath uthaana acha nahi hota.

“Kya mandir ja rahi ho beti” --- jeevan pratap ne pucha

“ji chacha ji, varsha ke saath mandir jaaungi, abhi dekhti hun ki vo uthi hai ya nahi”

“haan-haan jao beta…jao ”


renuka seedhiyan chad kar varsha ke kamre ke baahar pahunch jaati hai, aur ushe awaaj lagaati hai --- “varsha uth gayi kya, chalo mandir chalte hain”

par andar se koyi jawaab nahi aata

vo ander jaa kar dekhti hai to paati hai ki varsha kamre mein nahi hai

renuka man hi man sochti hai “arey varsha kya aaj phir akeli mandir chali gayi, ye mera intezaar kyon nahi karti. ish ghar mein chacha ji hi hain jo mujh se theek se baat karte hain, varna har koyi apni duniya mein gum hai”

vo ish baat se anjaan hai ki aakhir kyon jeevan chacha uske saath itne pyar se baat karta hai.


renuka akeli hi mandir jaati hai. par mandir pahunch kar vo dekhti hai ki varsha mandir mein bhi nahi hai


“arey ye varsha kaha hai, mandir ka raasta to ek hi hai, vo mandir aayi thi to kaha gayi…. ho sakta hai vo ghar par hi ho” ---- renuka sochti hai aur mandir mein haath jod kar vaapas ghar ki taraf chal deti hai.


renuka jab ghar pahunchti hai to pure ghar mein, har taraf varsha ko dhundti hai, par vo ushe kahin nahi milti


tabhi ushe saamne se rudra pratap singh aata huva deekhaayi deta hai

“suprabhaat pita ji” ---- renuka apne sasur ke paanv chu kar kahti hai


“jeeti raho bahu, varsha kaha hai ?”


“pita ji main bhi ushe hi dhund rahi hun, par vo jaane kaha hai”

“kya bakwaas kar rahi ho ?”


renuka kaanp uthti hai

“jao bula kar lao ushe, aaj ushe dekhne ladke wale aa rahe hain”

“ji pita ji main phir se dekhti hun, vo yahin kahin hogi”


Par renuka ko varsha ghar mein kahin nahi milti.



To be continued.................

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